seriously i still feel very tired because yesterday only sleep at 3am.
around 8am i only start to prepare myself and went to attend the Internet Database Applications tutorial class.
i reached there around 8.20am and the tutor continue to teach about the design database relationship.
one of my ex-classmate has come to TARC because he want to meet with his girlfriend again.
after the class, we meet him but it seems that my group mate want to go to another place with his friends.
therefore i need to make a decision whether want to follow which friend.
the ex-classmate can't follow us because he will be with his girlfriend at 11am and he asked me to go with my group mate.
they planned to have a movie at TGV Wangsa Walk because we still have some time before moving on to the lecture.
when we reach there, it seems that the time was not enough for us.
then we went to Subway to have our breakfast.
i feel that it might the first time i eat at Subway therefore i just follow their order.
the moment i have my first bite, i feel it was delicious instead of my perception before that it was not tasty.
during the time we at there, i just be listener.
one of the girl quite suite the type i liked about.
besides, i seems to be interest with the girl who is working as part time.
maybe is because i feel that people who work before will be more mature.
suddenly i feel that perhaps is because i less interact with girl therefore i haven have those special feeling with other girl but i still so loyal to "her" although got rejected.
after that, we went to Wangsa Bowl to play bowling which is at Wangsa Walk.
the bowling price was shown as image below.we had bring student card therefore we just need to pay RM3 for the round.
it has been a long time i did not play bowling therefore i feel my hand has a little pain when playing.
suddenly one of my finger nail has thorn out when i playing but luckily no serious injury.
honestly speaking, when throwing the bowling ball was just like releasing the stress i had.
it did help me to have some happy moment when i was there.
we played 2 round while those girl played one round.
around 12.40pm we went back to college and attend the Entrepreneurial Skills lecture.
at first i was quite sleepy while hearing the lecture but i has energized when the lecture talk about the Creative Problem Solving.
i liked the lecture talk about the Brainstorming, Reverse Brainstorming, Brainwriting, Gordon Method, Checklist Method, Free Association, Forced Relationships, Collective Notebook Method, Attribute Listing, Big-Dream Approach and Parameter Analysism.
after the class, i just walk back home while listening to the music i like.
then i went to settle some "online stuff" and feel quite happy and confused about it which is quite contradict.
around 6pm i went to have dinner with my housemate.
after that, my brother phoned because he coming to deliver me the keyboard and some other thing.
he asked me to have dinner although i just have it at 6pm.
we went to the Home Town Steamboat at Genting Klang.
the food was quite okay for me but it seems that it was quite expensive which is RM18 per person.
anyways, brother has treat us for the food together with his girlfriend.
around 9.10pm i reach to my TBR house and went to settle some "online deal".
i was quite happy because has earned RM560 from selling those virtual thing but i need to wait for more few day to get the another RM100.
actually the feeling was quite happy and i did feel to share my happiness with someone but found nobody to tell about.
however, i feel sad because this might be the last time i earn money from "there".
for now, the only opportunity i got was making the iPhone apps if i really want to make some serious money.
on the other hand, it seems that i still need a lot of time on learning it which i feel that time was not enough.
later on, i was quite envy about one of my classmate success about going to attend the "Study of the US Institute for Students leaders on New Media and Journalism" at this coming 26 June to 31 July 2011.
honestly, as a friend, i did proud of him that he can go to explore more thing.
however, i did have the thought of wanting to go to experience about it but it seems that it was impossible.
i has been playing the wrong strategy since the day i study in TARC.
if i really have the motivation, i should be study all the way and be as sporty as him if i want to be success.
anyways, it seems that it was useless to talk anything about it because it was over.
i just can laugh myself that if i compared with him, earning this kind of online $$ was just a small matter because we will have even brighter future if we study hard and get good result in academic.
it was because until now, people will only see the result not the inside of a person.
the feeling was like if a you did not do anything good or beneficial, people will just look down on you.
actually the main root also back to a word which is "face problem".
if i can drop down all the "face problem", i will not be so stress because as my counselor said, most of the problem i feel that is a problem is usually thought by myself.
anyways, i just can comfort myself to be more faithful because there is war happening in other country and those young boy has been killed innocently when i saw the news about it.
in conclusion, i should make myself happy because i had the choice to be happy instead of them which did not have any choice.