it was because soon i will be going for the TARC Toastmaster Club for attending my first class and giving my first Ice Breaker speech.
after prepared myself, i walked to school and reach there around 8.45am.
as i reach there, the meeting room was arranged with "U" formation with seats that show some role playing such as Grammarian, Evaluator and others.
actually i feel to take picture some picture to describe the scene but feel shy.
i feel the theme for today was so meaningful which is "Self Reflection For Personal Growth" and the word of the day was "Acquire".
then i paid RM13 as an early subscription payment because actually i will join it at October.
looks like the total payment i had paid for joining this club was around RM221 that include the prepayment for the October membership registration till next year.
well, it is started with the welcome speech from the Toastmaster President.
besides, i realized the that Toastmaster have two ways to achieve which is building a better communication skills and leadership to become a Distinguish Toastmaster in order to be the speaker and leader you want to be when explained by the adviser of the club.
i feel the advisor was quite humor when she say that she always went to "clubbing" which actually means toastmaster club instead of the night club.
moreover, the English that they speaks can reflect the gentlemen and elegant, beauty of a person's personality.
during the project speech session, i was so nervous although there is still two person before me.
while the moment i present my speech which is "A Mysterious Guy", i feel so nervous until forgot much of my speech and keep pausing.
the feeling was like my presentation in college and feel so embarrass.
what i remember most was sharing the "Grandmother Story" although i feel to talk more about my "lonely mysterious guy" personality on the web atmosphere but i just barely to talk.
this is so true that sometime when we think we can do it but in fact, we actually can't.
i just wondering why i can talk so much on the online atmosphere but can't talk anything when it comes to real life?
seriously what had happened to me?
throughout this session on this club, i did learn a lot of good values such as "keep trying", "keep practice,practice and practice" and more.
i feel the objective for this club was to help people to getting closer to
now i understand why some people is so welcomed by other and some don't just like myself on the real life because my communication skills got problem.
it is because they have a very humor and interesting communication skills.
seriously at now i really regret i did not join it early.
therefore, i would like to advice all Tarcian Junior to join this club if you have the budget for it.
honestly, if they did not charge anything, i believe most of us will not put in the effort to improve ourselves to be better right?
don't be my current condition now which end up dislike by people due to seldom talk.
it is definitely a great club to join if you found that you barely talk to people because the club will teach you a lot of skills but somehow yourself need to have the motivation to improve.
i think the thing that drive me was i had paid the club fee, therefore i must fully utilize it.
around 12pm i went back home and search some information.
it seems that there is few tips on "How to Survive Your Ice Breaker" at the link >>> Here.
after that, i phoned my friend whether want to come out to have dinner and buy some things.
around 2pm we reach Time Square and i suggested my friend to park the outside parking which just need to pay RM2.40 instead of inside shopping mall which is quite expensive.
however, we need to walk some distance to Time Square.
while at there, we decided went to Mc Donald to have our lunch but it is full of people.
then i suggested to the nearby Sakae Sushi because it is the most cheapest sushi i eat before on the past.
it was so coincidence that the Sakae Sushi just opened inside the Berjaya Times Square as below.during the time in there, i just realized they used iPad 2 as instead of LCD monitor when choosing the menu as picture below.moreover, the price is so "cheap" for now which is actually so expensive that i remember the 6 small pcs of salmon wrapped with seed weed cost RM1.80 but it cost RM3.99 now.
furthermore, all of the other dishes price was increased and i think i should change my perception of "cheap" for them because i remember last time i have a satisfied meal for RM12.
maybe the reason price increased was because they redesign all the structure.
anyways, i just order 2 kind of meal as picture below.when the bills come, i was quite shock because cost RM30 for myself.
then i realized that i did not valid for the RM1 sushi promotion because my membership had expired and the casher asked me whether want to renew it for RM20.
i just rejected because i though their membership was for lifetime and i feel it a waste for me accumulate all the point that can be used to eat.
now i just can say that Sushi Zanmai is more cheaper compared to Sakae Sushi and Sushi King.
after that, we went to Sungai Wang because my friend want to buy a shoe while i want to buy a new bag because just spoiled at the last day of my Penang trip.
after walking to few shop, i decided to buy a RM50 bag although it looks "cheap".
finally i went each back home at 5.30pm.
seriously feel so tired and i went to take a nap.
the moment i woke up again was 10pm.
looks like tonight will be a hard day for me to sleep at midnight.
therefore i just went to search some information as usual.
it seems that most of my friend having fun together in group and i feel lonely again.
besides, i realized that Namewee latest movie "Nasi lemak 2.0" (辣死你妈) might be banned due to some political things.
anyways, you can have a look at the link >>> Here by Malaysia Kini if you understand Chinese.
it seems that today i had almost use RM100 in a day and feel like "eating grass" soon.
looks like i need to find more ways to earn money if continue like this.
later on, i just continue to look some new information at forum.
such a lonely midnight that i having again.