Academic Certification As Passport

today i woke up at 10.20am.
i feel a little weird that why i can automatically wake up at such time because i slept around 5am yesterday and would expect awaken about 2pm.
anyways, i just prepared myself to back meet my brother at Taman Paramount LRT as i received his SMS this morning.
around 11.10am i took bus to Wangsa Maju LRT and arrived Taman Paramount station at 12pm.
then my brother asked me to phone her girlfriend to walk to their house because he might be late for fetch me.
at first i had walked a wrong way and luckily used my phone GPS to help me as below.while on the road to the Giant Hypermarket, i found that the road was quite familiar.

therefore i manage to walk until their house when passing by the Loong Foong Seafood Restaurant which can used as a landmark of the place.
around 1.20pm my brother back home and we prepared ourselves to back hometown.
during the time at car, we talked about my job issues.
then i just told him about my results and he say that academic certificate was just treat as a "passport" to enter a company and most important is working attitude.
moreover, he also said that don't give away your ideas too fast to your boss so that it can make myself important just like one of the comment i received yesterday.
however, his girlfriend have a little disagree because her opinion was it might help you to make you more precious to the company if you share all ideas.

actually both statement have their own good and bad.
at first, i feel myself was quite selfish not to share all because i hope can keep my strategies and apply to my own e-commerce website.
however, i feel that it is good to share out because for now i can't even make my own selling website yet so why don't use it as a "testing experience" if can benefits the company.
honestly, this company was quite okay because they say they are willing to test any marketing strategies although myself have not much confidence.
finally i reach my home at 2.20pm.
mother had cooked some simple dishes as our lunch.
then i just listen to my own yesterday post about Chan Fong DJ program.

it seems that many people will encounter love problem, family problem one day and believe if i can think a idea to solve this problem, it might help people and earn a lot of money.
for now, i can say that the problem we always think was actually came from ourselves.
for example, i keep say it is hard for me to forget "her", but the main things is myself don't wish to forget instead of other problems.
the main issues that we facing everyday was actually a DECISION because if you choose to be happy, it will be a happy day; if you choose to be sad, it will be a sad day.
although i know it might not happy if the moment was quite down, but keep telling yourself to be happy and positive really can help even it was just a little for me.
around 7pm we make a move to a vegetarian restaurant at Bukit Tinggi.

we arrived the Miao San vegetarian restaurant (妙善缘斋馆) around 7.50pm and it was quite delicious for the Assam vegetarian fish.
brother revealed my "failed result" to my parents when talking about going SHU UK things.
somehow just feel that can go and whether you are qualified is totally two different things.
after that, we went to Bukit Tinggi for shopping because i also want to buy some formal clothes for working.
honestly, i did feel a little envy about those couple walking happily together.
then i saw one of my secondary friend with his girlfriend and i have some chat with him.
again i feel envy about him can have own "construction" business after learned one year from his father experience.

although i know he came from strong financial family background support, but the main things is also yourself whether you willing do or not.
furthermore i don't even know how to operate a color offset printing machine although my father core business was in the printing line.
on the other hand, even myself also feel the business already no hope which i know it was quite sucks to think that now since already happened.
then he tell me that our generation now really need to think a lot of ways to earn more money or else next generation would be hard to survive in this society.
honestly, the reason i feel so depress was because i saw most of my secondary friends seems to be very successful when comparing to mine like just talking "empty" everyday.

it was because the way i saw some of them talk about RM10,000, RM20,000, RM30,000 like "sap sap water" (means very easy) only to take out such money at any time.
the only problem for me is i can't be like them and that's why have a "sucks" feelings because ownself also don't feel to change some things, then i expect the money will drop from sky?
somehow i just persuade myself for not envy others people just like many people said before because "人比人，比死人" (Human compare with human, at the end ownself die) right?
around 10.20pm we make a move from there and i bought 2 formal clothes and long pants.
finally arrived my house at 11pm and continue some research on the internet.
it seems that the netbook has spoiled therefore i was worry about how to present my business strategies for this coming Monday.

at last, i found a meaningful sentence to share about which is "if you are not willing to learn, no one can help you, if you are determined to learn, no one can stop you." as picture below.later on, i just watch some Taiwan drama movie because feel difficulties to fall asleep.
perhaps is because i think a lot and worry a lot of things that haven happens.
therefore i understand why people say "keep your life as simple as possible" will make yourself more happy right?
=)