Anti Direct Sales and MLM Business

today i woke up at 7.40am.
then i check a while the demo account for GVF Forex and found it has earned 2,000+ $ USD as picture below.somehow it make me understand that why some others people can earn so much in a day whereas some people work for their boss so hardly and just can get such decent amount.
anyways, it was just depend on your modal and the demo that i play is using x8 which i don't think i will so dare if i play it real.
around 8.25am i reached Wangsa Maju LRT and took train to Jelatek station.
this time i have walk a little fast to the awaiting bus stop and luckily the bus just come as i arrived there.

i reached the office at 9.02am and insert the punch card where it was my first time to appear as red colour.
during the morning, i helped the company to push the websites pages.
somehow just feel quite sucks to "beg" people and feel frustrated.
around 12pm my father phoned and asked me to send him the printing artwork to him.
then i explained a little "louder" that "i now not at home how to send the file" because he keep asking and suddenly he just hang up after i said that.
honestly, i feel that i might "hurted" my father feelings for saying a little louder and feel so sorry after saying such thing but no use right?
somehow i shouldn't put my frustrated "emotion" before talking.

around 1pm my boss and me to go have lunch with his boss.seriously it was my first time to sit a brand new Mercedes S350 whereby he had also hired a driver as picture below.somehow just liked the interior design of the car.
moreover, i finally know he is the real big boss is my boss's boss because i though my boss is same rank with him.
we went to some restaurant which like "6 star" and i was shivering because feel stress when the boss around.
anyways, we ordered "dim sum" and the taste was just okay only but it is very expensive since i sit beside the boss when he use credit card as payment.

luckily we does not need to pay for it.
somehow this things just make me realized that why some restaurant set such high price for food because it was not a matter for rich people.
besides, the boss "tapau" the remaining food and asked me to take home.
when back office, i just continue to do my work and feel quite tired.
however, i did found a way to stay awakens but it was not very good because the method was thinking about "her" after the story of mine had passed long time ago.
then i just write my business proposal letter and send to my boss during the evening.
around 5pm my colleagues send me an SMS said that he want to have dinner with me at 6pm.
therefore it is my first time to punch the card at 6pm and meet him downstair.

during the moment at car, he told me that he need to go a place first before sharing some of his open business experience.
we arrived somewhere around Petaling Jaya and it was the Amway headquarter Malaysia.
as i see the Amway logo, i just feel so annoyed about it due to my past experience for direct sales which might also known as Multi Level Marketing (MLM) company.
honestly, i still remember about my encounter with it back in 2008.
after that, we have dinner there and he start to explain the Amway business concept and other things o me.
actually i did heard before but just hate myself for "pretending" because don't wish to give other people a hard feelings for rejecting it.

then he placed an empty water and a mixed water one with protein by proving that the light bulb is more brighter when put into the water that have protein.
after that, he bring me to walk around that place.
although i know the plans might be good, but my past experience for direct sales or MLM company was not very good.
moreover, a tooth brush cost RM22++ and quite hard convince people to change brand from Darly although the have the PV system.
after all the "sharing" story as he mentioned, i still not interest to join.
in fact, i feel that the "starter kit" that he bought just now was actually for me because i believe he seems to have a very strong confidence that i will buy for RM90.

around 8.20pm we make a move from there and he say need to go somewhere around Sunway Piramid area to pass something.
upon arrived there, he ask me to come up together.
then i realized it was a seminar for Amway and there was a lot of people.
after that, he ask me to go inside a room to listen it which a talk by a "Dr. Engineer".
again there goes all the story started with "Did you have a dream to what to achieve in life?"
well, i was not very interest again and it the talk ended at 9.40pm.
however, it is followed by another speaker at outside the room.
this time the speaker was so "powerful" while speaking because he was a "diamond rank" and another "emerald rank".

here goes he talk about the ESBI and BOSS (build own success system) things.
besides, he did say out many point that really make myself being "brainstormed" but i just remain my own strong opinion.
then he further talk about materialistic thing, girls and other thing whereby i did have a little hate feelings for knowing myself don't have confidence.
overall i feel the talks seems to be "死都咬反生" because they have a lot social experience.
anyways, it is ended at 11pm and i finally arrive my home at 12am.
then i quickly send the printing artwork to my father after so long.
on the other hand, i have a feeling to find some people to express with but it seems all people might sleeping.

guess it was because i have less Facebook friend that can share and just have some blog friends to share my story where i really appreciate your comments.
seriously i blog was not for advertising money like others earn from Google Adsense since i been banned by them.
my Nuffnang ads don't know why until now still haven increase at all but it okay because my focus was not to earn from blogging although last time feel to.
maybe this is what my brother was right that i don't even concern about earning money, that's why it resulted the "me" of myself today.
seriously i very Anti Direct Sales and MLM Company but they can say it was because i did not earn from it because i say hate.

maybe when i earn that kind of money then i only will say Amway good right?
but one things for sure which is what you want in your life is related what decision that you make today.
seriously i feel so stress and the only way for me to release my "rubbish" was blogging again although i did feel to try smoke but until now haven try yet.
maybe the key to happiness is to think simple?
later on, i have some chat with room mate and relieved a bit for not being so stress.
in the end, just told myself to be happy because i feel a bit better now after expressing my feelings to real person.
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