Game Rules Has Changed

today i woke up at 7.30am.
somehow i just feel my wake up time did not have enough time for me to test another way to go Ampang Point.
honestly, i was annoyed by the "Amway" things yesterday and it has make my mood down.
when i reach Jelatek station, don't know why i suddenly think a positive things say to myself to stay in a happy mode and don't let this things ruins my day.
well, i reached the office just in time and start to do my stuff as well.
guess i should glad with the job i have because it can use Facebook and just need to think of idea rather than doing promoter job.
in fact, it was like a "doctor" job just that it is treating "business" to be better.

around 1pm i went to have lunch with my colleagues.
somehow just listened some story from the sales engineer department friends.
one of them asked me that KL life should be very "attractive" right while you at college?
well, i think the reason they said attractive might be in terms of the 18+ things but i did not have chance to experience that kind of things.
when back to work, i just continue to analysis the competitor and write some plans or ways to increase traffic.
the things that i learn most from working today was knowing almost all the high ranked website advertising cost.
seriously some of the webs seems to have earned 5 digits with just some space.

perhaps i should put one too right but i just don't have the guts to reveal myself.
moreover, i might can be success if i think a new creative idea of website to solve problem.
on the others hand, a friend PM me in Facebook asked about my job and hopefully he can keep a secret because don't feel to let more people know.
around 6.15pm i make a move from there and waited for bus.
it was quite coincidence to meet one of my colleague waiting at bus.
then we start to have some chat and i she shared some of the working experience.
somehow i feel she know a lot of things because she were almost age 30.
it took about 1 hour to reach Wangsa Maju and we have dinner together while she continues to share her working experience.

it was quite true that our world has changed to a materialistic world.
this "game rule has changed" whereby it is not like our parents last time where everything was "cruel" compare with now.
another thing i found out was don't be so stubborn about something.
she shared that you can't get everyone like you but you can know who is your true friend when you need help.
as our conversation, i feel that she has the ability to see through my personality by just talking.
actually she said it was all because of "sales experience" whereby sales person were trained to be talk good things which is why they are suitable do sales.
furthermore, sales people might let go their ego and can endure being scold. (吃得咸鱼抵得渴)

besides, it was quite "hurt" when she said be a man shouldn't be so emotional and earning money should be set as a priority in this society.
finally i arrived back my home at 9.10pm.
then i just heard that some housemate come into my room and talk about the upstair couple doing those 18+ things and leaved some "Sxxxx" in the toilet.
perhaps i should be more open minded that this kind of things is common among college couple.
therefore this things has make me to have a mindset that 70% couple will do that "thing".
then i can link back what the sales friend said this afternoon to me that "you haven know adult life is so colourful" yet.
guess it was the reason why so many divorce case happening around.

seriously it is not "funny" at all to know such things at my age because i seems to waste "somethings" that i should enjoy.
why other people can be so happy during their chasing girl period at college?
i think i can say now that it was because they can forget it fast when they fail to chase a girl instead like me keep think, think and thinking without let go much to chase other girl.
later on, i just watch some drama.
at once i still will check on "her" Facebook profile picture although we no longer friend.
well, i just can told myself to treat as a normal beautiful girl picture although it did have some extra feelings.
besides, it seems that most of my friend was in graduate list and i feel i can't make it.

somehow did feel myself quite "funny" because people now are talking earn money and working why i still talking "her" which also feel quite childish.
perhaps i should treat this as my "growing stage" although it was quite hard to forget in my "imaginative love" story.
maybe it is the it is time for me to get out of the rat race which is why the Game Rule of this world has changed.
guess the only way is to think a more creative idea using my "e-commerce" skill and most important is launch the plan.
all the best to myself for surviving and discovering more things in this world.
=D