Sell Advertising Space?

today i woke up at 7.35am.
however, i drag until 8.10am only finish prepared myself.
then i left no choice but to took taxi to Wangsa Maju station.
around 8.35am i reached Jelatek station and walk about 15 minute to the bus station.
when i saw the time already 8.50am, i took taxi again to my working place and reached there just in time.
somehow i feel myself really need to count how much the money i need to spend on transportation.
well, it seems that if i late wake up, the maximum money i need to pay was around RM12+ (RM4.5 + RM1.30 + RM6.50) for single trip if took taxi.

so if i took all the public transport, it will be RM 3.30 (RM1 + RM1.30 + RM1) per journey.
one thing i feel myself quite "Care" (计较) about money spend because i no longer get pocket money from my parents since i start working.
anyways, i just continue to do the research and analysis things.
around 1pm i went to have my lunch with my colleagues.
somehow just feel that it was quite true about what colleagues say about degree certification.
she said that sometime company can easily promote a new guy who have degree certificate instead of an employee that work 10 years for the company.
looking at this matters really make me down because really don't know what i am doing and wish to change.

it was because i heard that one of my friend say the resit application was available for 23th~26th but i still haven apply.
part of it was because i feel i don't feel myself to qualify for study anymore due to own problem and being rejected.
on the other hand, the Linux training Malaysia i have did not reply because i don't want to leave bad impression for applying leave for Saturday during my probation period.
anyways, i helped the company to create some "website" and other things.
besides, the "jealous" feeling come back again when saw some "website" can earn so much money by just selling their advertising space.
seriously it was not a joke to see those advertising digits.

i believe with that kinds of digits, no wonder some "website" owner can buy those luxury car easily by just working at home.
actually i can sell some advertising banner on my sites but feel afraid that people know me. is there any other way to get money "anonymously" without letting people know?
those advertising revenue really so attractive but i just can see them earn, the feelings of myself can't earn was quite sucks.
someone please teach me how to sell advertising space easily?
around 6.15pm i make a move from there and took a route of back home.
i reached Wangsa Maju at 7pm and went to have my dinner at my favourite dessert shop.
finally i arrived back home at 8pm and feel so tired.

then i went to take bath and went to take a nap.
the moment i wake up again was at 10pm without setting alarm and i still remember the Chan Fong (大城心事) radio program.
then i just check on some friends updates and some others way to improve website while listening to the radio online.
somehow saw my friends status all seems having great life and guess i should be happy too although i know some of the experience i might not get anymore.
besides, i realized that i still got 32.4$ left in the Etoro forex account when i received their email notification but can't withdraw due to insufficient minimum requirement.
anyone here know how to play mind tell me because i don't feel to "play play" with real money.

anyways, thanks to Alex again for uploading all the "Heart City" (大城心事) story and below was the details of it.
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第1位，Annie，已经到谈婚论嫁，可是男友有外遇，现在心中有根刺。 >>> Here.
第2位，Karen，感情问题，和她男友在网上认识的，远距离爱情，靠电话联系，现在时常吵架。>>> Here.
第3位，啊华哥，他大伯吃他老豆的地契，总之就是要他们不好过。(Missing)
第4位，啊婷，希望陈峰帮她姐姐，家人都觉得这个男生不是很好。>>> Here.
第5位，Joo Kheong Tan 面子书留言的，英国打来的，在英国读建筑设计，现在他对他的前途迷茫。>>> Here.
第6位，Amy，提母亲问问题，家族生意，爸爸有第三者，书记之恋。>>> Here.
第7位，啊Winter，结婚2年，奉子成婚，老公还是吊儿郎当，有外遇，辛苦了她还有孩子。>>> Here.
第8位，啊康，关于工作问题，工作压力，觉得目前工作没有得发挥。>>> Here.
第9位，啊勇，和女友拍拖6年，现在觉得不合适，想和她说分手，女生接受不到。拖了人家六年。断线了 >>> Here.
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after listened all the story, it seems there is no right or wrong and nothing can be define.
for example, when guy rich might find others girl after married, when poor need work so hard for money, some people can simply give out RM100,000 just like that and other things.
look on so many other people story just feel myself quite childish.
actually i did feel the no.9 people said was quite true and looks similar to me.
at the end, those story just can treat as an experience in life.
it seems that at least i must have a confidence that i no worry no girls like me right as long as i hardworking to earn money.
seriously nowadays running a "robot" life when sell myself to the corporate world because time really not enough to research others things.
however, i will just try to find time for myself.
=)