Sha Zi Lin You Jia 傻子 林宥嘉

today i woke up at 7.25am.
actually awakens at such time will make feel that i might late to go to the office.
it is because i start to count the time required to reach there seems to be automatically fixed.
the LRT at Wangsa Maju seems to have a lot of people and i have saw a girl's face that quite look alike with "her".
anyways, i reached the office just in time and start to do my work.
well, my boss wish to "push sales" today and i have used a lot of method to help him.
actually those "method" i plan to used for my "future website" but until now still haven create.
therefore i just think it in a positive way that it can benefits myself to know all those advertising cost and can measure the effectiveness.

seriously days by days i saw a lot of digits spend on advertising whereby did have a thought that how great if those advertising money goes in to my pocket.
maybe this is what people call as know the opportunity, but don't know how to have the ways to earns it.
during the afternoon, i went to have my lunch at the Mc Donald's nearby with my colleagues.
they have recommend me to try the friend chicken instead of burger and i feel it was too spicy for me although the meat was quite nice to eat.
when arrived back company, i just help the company to promote the product although i don't really wish to share on personal stuff.
i was quite thankful to one of my friend that help me to buy 10 units of the item.

actually the things that offer by my company was quite low compare with market price but i don't feel to "advertise" for it because afraid being find out after i learn about the "clickstream".
on the other hand, there is a friend which was not very familiar asked about my result things because she fail in a similar subject with me.
it was so coincidence that the job position she get was same as mine and the business that the company she do was in same field soon.
somehow just feel that the world really full of coincidence but she already have boyfriend.
besides, another friend find me to chat after that and did hope i was him that passed all subject.
for now, i just can see most of my friend preparing for UK whereas i seems like wasted my 2 years of study which means like lost 2 years of earning opportunity.

around 7.20pm i only start to make a move from there since my boss asked me to work late.
well, i was quite fortunate to know a colleagues that will took the same bus to Wangsa Maju.
he was actually a graphic designer and i do see some similarity between him and me.
i start to discover that the people who was quiet seems to suite this kind of admin job.
moreover, "they" like photographic, design and something artistic.
however, he did not have girlfriend and still staying with family although he was most young at his family and almost 31 years old now.
seriously i start wondering myself will i end up like him after 10 years whereby still having a "alone" journey which is quite a big problem.
furthermore, his face is almost look a bit like me whereby like "child face".

looking at this matter, i start to wonder whether after we born, 70% of the characteristic might have been set from the beginning whereby some people will refer to horoscope.
around 8pm i reach Wangsa Maju and have my dinner at Fancy Mee noodle because the Kopitiam Desa have closed today.
while eating alone, i saw many Tarcian eating in group which suddenly make me reminds of friends that used to hang out for having food together.
somehow just feel that when it passed, it really had became a past.
after having my meal, i just went to took bus to back home.
during the time at bus, i just saw many beautiful Tarcian junior and reminds me of "her".
anyways, i just listened to one of my favourite music which is "Sha Zi Lin You Jia". (傻子 林宥嘉)

below was the lyrics of the music.
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等爱的人很多，不预设妳会在乎我。
难道一生的时间，都用来换和妳一个误会。
谁能真的让谁，幸福到故事的结尾。
何必那么的慌张，
有时清醒，才是错误的开始。
我不需要，也不重要，做一个傻子多么好。
我不明白，也不需要明白，
就让我这样到老。

谁能真的让谁，幸福到故事的结尾。
何必那么的慌张，
有时清醒，才是错误的开始。
我不需要，也不重要，
做一个傻子多么好。
我不明白，
也不需要明白，
就让我这样就很好。

没什么紧要，
只需要妳轻轻一个拥抱，
就算不留下什么也无所谓，
就算留下了什么也都珍贵，珍贵，珍贵～
做傻子多么好。
我不明白，也不需要明白。
就让我这样到老，
这样到老。
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you can have a look of the video link at >>> Here.
well, the word that highlighted in red is the sentence i liked most and overall the lyrics was quite meaningful although it might sound to be "emo".
besides, i also feel that without money to "invest", talk anything also seems to be useless now.
on the other hand, just feel quite speechless to Malaysia politic when saw the Lim Guan Eng police report video at >>> Here.
honestly, i don't feel to talk much about Malaysia politic because might get "caught" although staying anonymous because it was quite "clean" within the government.
the best picture to suite the situation can describe as picture below where the "rich" people feeds the government.=X