Strawberry Generation 草莓族

today i woke up at 2pm.
as i awakens, i realize i can easily being "K.O" by just 4 glass of red wine.
anyways, i did enjoy the "drunken" feelings.
after that, i just have some noodle as my lunch.
during the afternoon, i just research about the Jobstreet job application and chose wisely about what i might interested.
then i redo the Jobstreet ELA test which consist of 40 question that only be taken every 3 month and score higher than last time performance.
it was because some job application require to sit for the test before apply.
at the end, i just send 7 resume although had taken a lot of my time but quite worth.

around 7pm my parents went out to the Lion Club dinner and left me alone at home.
then i just went out and bought KFC as my dinner.
later on, i just relaxing myself by playing some games.
around 10pm my phone reminder rings and remind me about the "大城心事" program from Chan Fong 988 DJ.
at first, i did feel to have my "red wine event" for forget something like yesterday and listen to the radio program.
then i decided to phone the DJ to talk about my feelings.
it was so lucky that i manage to phone him and it was my first time to talk with him.
during my talk with him, i have been "shooted" badly by him.

actually it was quite true when thinking back and it was my fault for not able to think more deeply.
moreover, he also said don't go UK since myself also can't handle my own feelings.
at last, he asked me to "Sip Gou Zam Tou" in this coming two week to think going UK decision is for what.
seriously after the conversation was quite hurt.
furthermore, i also being criticise by his fan page as a "Strawberry Generation" (草莓族)
at first i don't know what's it means and after search for some time, the "strawberry generation" (草莓族 or 草莓世代) is a Chinese language neologism for people born between 1981 and 1991 who "bruise easily" like strawberries.

in short, it means that people who can't withstand social pressure or work hard like their parents' generation, insubordinate, spoiled, selfish, arrogant and sluggish in work.
people from this generation have grown up being overprotected by their parents and in an environment of economic prosperity, in a similar manner to how strawberries are grown in protected greenhouses and command a higher price compared to other fruits.
this term started to gain it popularity in the East Asian press, as it could be a way to designate a rising demographic or psychographic in terms of consumer behavior according to what had explained in Wikipedia.
somehow i just seems to realize myself might be one of this generation.
besides, below was the most hurt criticise that i received at that page.

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1) 我听不下去了!!! cmon u r just 22 yrs old only!!!!!!!! ur life is just that only girl?!!!!!!!!!!!
2) 当对方对你没好感,你还是缠着对方,只回令对方更反感!
3) 爱情白痴梦.....得不到就是最好.....十下十下.....
4) 还放不下因为你还没有再遇到另一个令你心动的。。
5) 哥仔! 没开始都伤成这样了, 真悲哀?????
6) this guy still young not stabil don't no what is love? love is no forever!!!!!!!!!!!
7) This boy is retarded?
8) Spoiled brat! Sigh...
9) 受保护滴动物~~~
10) 追女仔～～搞到要生要死甘既样～～

11) 想好好吧！小弟弟（ah Lim)你还年轻，现在你想的爱情并没有你所想的那么简单，爱情真的很难，也很辛苦
12) 为一个追不到的女人这么伤心。将来怎么去做大事啊。。。
13) 不够成熟
14) 他不是傻啊陈峰。。他还没成熟啊。。。还没长大！
15) 妈妈的乖乖仔，没有烦恼没有问题。以后没有得到保护怎么生活！陈峰你说得对，他太所保护了
16) 为了她?放弃学业?
17) 小弟弟，你想清楚啊!
18) 坚强点啦.. 难怪她不接受你啊..将脆弱怎样保护身边的她呢?? 加油啦..

19) x！你这样的性格，是女孩都走人啦！
20) 一顆草莓... 拿起怕他爛, 放下怕他壞...
21) 草莓族。。。always being protected by family... not able to make decision and take rough challenges
22) 求学期间就不要谈恋爱，如果不懂得处理时间或感情，影响的不只是自己，连你的爱人也会被影响，以前自身其中，很难过的啊
23) 烂草莓~像玻璃那样，碰一下就碎。。为什么一定要为女死为女亡，然后自己的学业也不顾。
24) my compliment to the girl, even-thought i dont know who is she, she is a smart girl, she know her future will never be brighten if it is to spend with such a piece of "strawberry".... good girl, we are proud of you....
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actually there was more criticism comment and seems it might too much if state all down.
anyways, the reason i note it down so that in future when i feel down, i can reflect back to become stronger in mentally thinking.
there is one more thing i realized that when chat with this DJ, there was a special strong force generated in mind that i don't know how to describe which similar like "hypnotize" process.
in the end, i just canceled my decision to drink red wine tonight.
i would like to strongly recommend ANY PEOPLE that faced problem and DON'T have much friend to talk about your problem can phone 03-77103988 every Friday 10pm-1am to express your difficult problem to the 大城心事 program.
although still having quite "low" feeling after chat, i just continue to listen his program.

it seems that actually there is more serious problem that faced by other people when compared with mine such as "family fighting, gay, abandon by girlfriend, beaten and cheated by most trusted aunty and husband having another relationship".
perhaps i should be more satisfied with the thing i have.
the thing that i feel most meaningful among all was "everyone is entitled to their own opinion and life, it is the basic of human right, you don't have to agree with all of them."
somehow i seems to discover something which is like when you face a problem just like my yesterday mode, it seems that tomorrow there will be something happen to help back.
in conclusion, i feel appreciate to all the people who helped me throughout my "growing" journey and i would like to promise that i will try to stay strong no matter what happens.
=D