well, mother had went out with sister to buy some baby's product.
then i just have my lunch alone while i still wondering about the life i going through.
after that, i just doing my routine "online surfing moment" although i know i shouldn't keep having that kind of life like a "robot" in real life.
anyways, i would like to share a meaningful video that title "The Pink Elephant" (粉红色的大象) short film as below or the link >>> Here.
one day, his mother bought a new crayon for him and the young boy feel so happy.
then he use it to paint more to enlighten his life by placing/giving it to some place/people.
while he was on the way going to the school for the drawing contest, he was bullied by other student because he was a color blind and his new crayon had destroyed.
however, he did not give up for the drawing contest and continue to participate where he had chosen the pink color because it was his mother's most favourite color.
in the end, he still manage to win 3rd prize by drawing a pink elephant although it is not first prize for the drawing contest as below.
"mother's love is like the pink elephant, ordinary but great" (妈妈的爱，就和粉红色的大象一样，平凡而伟大) that is so true.
somehow i still hope that one day i can make/create some similar motivational video that can make other's people happy instead of "emos" feelings.
around 7pm i went to have my dinner prepared by mother.
then i started to do the ES tutorial for my exam preparation that still left 2 weeks time.
well, i have faced some difficulties and do know that no one can help except myself.
however, i did not manage to maintain my "hardworking" mood and went to use the computer again.
somehow i just saw some information regarding of "something" although i do know that "not this shxt" again since it was already a past story for so long.
honestly, at first i do have a childish/immature thought such as "I want to go Penang, I want to go Penang now" and i had given myself some moment to "cool down" while i was bathing.
sometime i just feel that it is not good to know so much things especially when i login to my social media account because it is not only can make me feel "down", but also taken a lot of my time.
over time i had stopped all my status updates on there and start to understand why some of my guy's friend does not update any status at all.
guess it is no use to think about it because i never think about what the next steps to do if i drive to Penang tomorrow.
anyways, i keep "self-cheer" to be happy and comforted myself that there so many girls out there, why i always keep thinking about "the one" until like the end of the world.
seriously if there is an award given to me, i think i am eligible for the most whining blogger in Malaysia.
besides, i do listening back my yesterday post about Chan Fong sharing and feel that the world is so much problem happening but it is depend on ourselves to solve it.
later on, i just watched the latest 23th episode of Sword Art Online anime as below.
on the other hand, i do feel guilty when my mother say "don't give up if you cannot make it this time because there is still many choices/road to choose in life" because i seems to did not trying my best for the exam.