well, the first thing i told myself during wake up was "I die die also must settle my resume today" looking for jobs in Malaysia instead of "DDLY" (procrastinate) so much.
then i just have some biscuit as my breakfast and get myself prepared.
around 11.50am my father phoned me to about the Illustrator artwork design and i was like suddenly realized that i haven finish it but "lied" that i send to the company. (i admit i'm "sucks" to lie to my own dad)
then i quickly finished it as soon as i hang up the phone and "punish" myself that i must finish the thing before went to have my lunch.
anyways, i manage to do it in time and send all the transaction+uploading things to the server and finally went to have my lunch around 2pm.
during the moment i was buying the chicken rice as my lunch, the Aunty asked me "boy, you no work today meh" and i was like "wtfbbq? even chicken rice aunty seller" also seems to be "stressing" me to find job.
actually the reason that she ask me was because she saw me working somewhere at my previous company area and i had been a long time did not buy chicken rice from her stall.
somehow i do send an SMS to my manager from my previous company asked whether is there any job vacancy available but it is fulled.
therefore i just have a feelings that "company will never owe you anything and don't expect you is special because you're just the same" in the jobs market. (guess this what people say about easy replaced job)
upon back home, i just do some research online and looking some information again as usual.
well, i do gain some internet knowledge from the Jejak Trend website owner from his sharing.
in fact, i do feel "jelly" (envy) about him that can earn money online through Google Adsense although he was one year younger than me.
anyways, i can't blame anyone since it is my own fault/problem and i had already give up in GA long time ago whereby blogging is for me to keep a track of my own performance record about life.
after that, i just listen back to the last week's Chan Fong story sharing and feel it is quite meaningful especially the no 1 guy's sharing that "he feel guilty when he did not help his friend and was a soft heart person" as shown podcast below if you understand Cantonese language.
guess the moral of the story is "never act to be a good guy" because it will make yourself suffer in the end and my own brother also told me before when i express my problem that i encounter in previous company.
seriously i do feel myself almost the same like the guy's who phoned and tell the story.
somehow i told myself that i will try to improve that "don't need to be good guy" because some people will take advantage on you as it is not your fault to reject help people unless you're helping those people who really in need/necessary such as having difficulties in eating rice, old folks home, not like those people who lose money in gambling to cry ask you to help according to the sharing.
the most important is that you must have a mindset that "don't care about how others people say about you" if you did not help them.
honestly, myself do facing similar small problem as when i asked my ex-classmate whether they want to have some file that i stored, i get "sad" when i don't get reply from most of them as i have a thought that "have i been a forgotten by them or they don't even want to talk with me" after so long.
as i think deeper, i realized that i don't need to have the "guilty" feelings anymore when i realized it.
the situation is like if "no one will care you, you just need to keep find the people who will care for you" although it is just a small number.
there is one meaningful quotes that i would like to share about which is "I am not famous in this world but i am famous in someone heart, that's all that matters to me" that is quite true.
for example, i really feel thankful and appreciate to those blogger who still came back giving me advice, feedback and hope for not giving up although i am just an anonymous person.
besides, i did get bit frustrated in front of the PC when listening to all the Chan Fong story last week as the world is full of different kind of story and a good self discipline is the most important thing to be success.
then i just went to take a nap around 4.35pm and it does help me for not thinking too much.
the moment i woke up again was 6.30pm and went to have economy rice as my dinner.
then i just phoned my brother that still in Vietnam business trip to ask about preparing curriculum vitae and how to write a good jobs resume.
later on, i spend most of my time editing my resume and applied 21 jobs in the digital marketing/internet marketing/social media/SEO Analytical/business development field but i was "brave" enough to write RM3,000 as my salary expectation although i just have one year experiences.
it is because if you write too low, most of the company will keep negotiate to reduce and it is like a "mind games" but i hope that i will be employed.
furthermore, the way i see myself seems to be still "enjoying" my after exam life as i was playing Ragnarok Online 2 continuously few day ago.
in addition, i do feel what my friend say's was true that "only rich people can have more chance to enjoy life".
one of the example was like you can see so many youngster can enjoy playing games like i did instead of doing something useful right? (i hypocrite again~ LOL~ who cares?)
on the other hand, i do research on some stock market such as the NTPM (5066) which is a consumer goods and paper company for personal hygiene in every household and Silver Bird Group Bhd about why Silver (7136) stock can go up so high in a day.
i believe it might because of "strong buying perception" since i also heard about Silver Bird group during my college tutorial class last time.
seriously if i really borrow RM100,000 and buy all at RM0.055 in 4th January 2013 9am, then sell it at its highest point of RM0.14 peak, i would be earning RM150,000 in one day time as shown below.
anyways, if i know it will rise, i already can become a God fortune instead of talking here.
guess this is why the market share is so attractive as it can give "hope" to be rich.
besides, i would like to share some comparison on basic salaries in Malaysia as below.
1) A non-bachelor fresh job pay is between RM1,200 to RM1,900.
2) A random Sdn Bhd fresh bachelor graduate pay is between RM1,900 to RM2,300.
3) A freshies in government service is about RM2,300 to RM2,500.
4) A more establish company is between RM2,300 to RM3,200.
5) Some fresh grad in Oil/Gas get about RM4,000 to RM6,000.
moreover, some people already earning about RM15,000 these days in their 30s as it is no more big deals in our generation as you can see those house price can range from 400K to few million but only the 10% of the total population can reach it.
so back to the end it is all about "racing rat/pyramid" game and i heard that even hawkers or some famous bloggers had earn more than that nowadays.
however, there is also some jobs that can earn a higher salary such as working as a "Crony, Politicians, Celebrity, Property Guru, Private Sector Doctors, Senior Managers in Companies, Senior Government Servants, Senior Bankers, Senior Salesmen in any fields, Senior Professionals like Lawyers, Engineers, Accountants, Architects, Advertising, IT specialists and programmers and much much more.
the most important is self-employed businessmen, self-inherited fortune or self-fortunate investor of something such as past properties, stocks, futures or currency exchange.
well, if want do some illegal things to earn money, that would be like "underground casino, illegal 4D numbering, being a loan shark, gangster boss, owning pub or club, selling drugs, prostitution and others.
on the other hand, i do like some Chinese quotes from friend's sharing such as "诚实地承认自己的缺点，才能坦然地面对别人、面对自己" and "因为你不快乐，所以想找一个人来使你快乐，也就是说，你将快乐的主导权，交给了别人，失去了快乐的主导权的你，真的能快乐吗" which sound quite meaningful to me.
overall today seems to be another long post again as there is so much thing to write such as i first time open my pay advice slip although receive long time ago.
in addition, there is so much dream having inside me such as want to open Mc Donalds or Sushi King franchise but no money to buy it although knowing it is so profitable.
furthermore, i feel that blogging cannot influence others people to buy Scomi (7158) stock no matter how i keep "indirect promoting" this stock.
in conclusion, i just feel that what's Steve Jobs say about "Stay hungry, stay foolish" was quite true as i see my own bank account balance keep reducing everyday when i keep "burning" my working salary since September 2012 that i had back to Tarc study by paying all the living expenses on my own, my mind/body will do something to overcome it just like update my resume to find job.
well, most of my friend's that i know was currently working for their father.
some of you might ask me why i don't want to for my father, frankly speaking, it is because my father cannot pay me the salary that i want when compared to KL salary range. (feel guilty)
in fact, i do think about the online printing business but the fact is i don't have much skills on it.
before i end my post, i would like to share again the "Materialistic girl and her Stepfather story " video as below or the link >>> Here.