then i just went upstair to wash my clothes.
after that, i continue to search job as usual since i was quite free nowadays.
around 12.30pm i went to have economy rice as my lunch as usual since there is not many choice.
upon arrived back home, i received a phone call from the cosmeceutical interviewer but had rejected it since i don't want to take such a troublesome transport to work at Sunway.
besides, i also phone back some interviewer to ask about my job application status and they said will phone me later but there is no people phone me back after that.
somehow this kind of feeling is seems to be like "begging people to hire me" but i just told myself to keep trying and not to give up so fast.
honestly, i do feel that the "approaching rich people theory" seems to be applicable to guy too as girl will find rich guy to marry while guy will find rich/big company or banks to work with right?
on the other hand, i do saw a lot of people complain that the property house price which cost about RM500,000+ and above seems to be expensive but yet there is some news say's that Myanmar and Nigerian expats would pay up to RM15,000 per month in new KL serviced apartments.
according to the news, the guests will stay for about three to six months and the majority people was working in oil and gas, as well as finance and equities.
the monthly rentals for those units range from about RM12,000 to RM15,000 and they are highly skilled professionals, mostly working in oil and gas that earning upwards of RM25,000 to RM30,000 per month.
sometime when looking this kind of post, i do feel myself seems to be study in the wrong field.
based on what i know, the salary range of engineer graduates that works in O&G company will earn at least RM5,000 at their starting paid but it is very hard to success get employed in.
well, i also feel that it is true that rich people will getting more rich while the poor will continue complain/whine about how hard life is like me until death.
for an example, if your parents have bought 4 to 5 property in the KL area, you can don't need to work as each property will guarantee make you a return of RM3,000 rental per month.
so when you're rich, you will have more self confidence and eventually girl's will automatically come for you.
therefore my advice to all "low-middle-poor" income guy out there is to be more hardworking to earn money although myself is not a successful person yet as some people will say yourself also haven success yet, how do you expect other people listen to your advice?
basically i just expressing what i feel based on my instant thought without thinking much and you have the right to say my opinion was not true.
anyways, i would like to share a meaningful song that i keep listening repeatedly from the afternoon which is "Take Me Away" (帶我走 Dai Wo Zou) that sang by Bell Yu Tian (宇田) as below or the link >>> Here.
Bell宇田 - 帶我走 ( 纸月亮电影主題曲 )
Oh Wau Bulan，
Oh Wau Bulan，
Oh Wau Bulan，
Oh Wau Bulan，
the sentences that highlighted in red is truly what i feel too.
somehow i just feel that there is no exact way to chase girl because no one would really tell or teach you how to chase girl as you will never learn this kind of skills in the school books.
however, it is all depend on the decision that you have made in the end such as if you think you're happy for today, then you will be happy, if you think you're sad for today, you will remain sad.
guess i have chosen to be "emos" for today as i seems to be enjoying this kind of feelings. (crazy)
besides, i do recall back my friend's told me yesterday that actually i no need repeat my exam the tutor also advice my another friend to repeat but she still can resit at the end.
at once i don't really know my decision to resign and repeat 3 month at Tarc is right or wrong because it has already become the fact.
anyways, my "worry" feelings has getting stronger and stronger as the final result will came out at 8th February to decide whether i am a diploma or advance diploma graduate or going to get my degree.
during the evening, i just feel quite tired after search so much of jobs and went to take a nap.
the moment i woke up again was 7.10pm and went to have my dinner alone.
upon arrived back home at 8pm, my room mate just told me that there is a snatch theif case happened 5 minutes ago where he heard "Rompak! Rompak!" (snatch thief) that make him awakens.
somehow i just wonder whether i should be more grateful/relief about myself or not that i was not a "snatch thief target" as i do heard the motorbike sound when i was walking back home.
actually i have been heard a lot of criminal case happened such as stabbing Tarc college student (until death, not sure), stealing, snatch thief but it never happened on my and i certainly don't wish it will happen to me throughout my 6 years staying of at KL house.
during the night, i just feel quite "lonely" again when my room mate keep talking to his "girl girl" on the phone again until the midnight as this post was finish written at 2.15am but he still talking with those sweet words such as "you're beautiful ah, sweet sweet things loh" which eventually cause me "jelly" partly because i don't have any girl to call to.
moreover, i do know that it is no use to just "whine" or express my feelings here.
anyways, i just keep listening to the "宇田 帶我走" song with my earphone to let my feeling get better othern than listening to their conversation.
at last, there is a meaningful Chinese sentence that i feel to share about which is "当你想努力改变之前的自己，是不会那么容易得到认同的。就算你真的变了，但只要一破功，就前功尽弃了。因为别人对你的既定印象是不会如此轻易改变的。" where i feel it is quite true.
besides, i do feel myself quite "greedy" that i wish to have more REAL LIFE PEOPLE to concern about me.
well, i truly appreciate that i have about 10 blogging friend that concern about me after writing for so many years to express my feeling. (Thanks you all as you don't know me but still coming to give me suggestion that might can improve my life)
however, i do hope that i can get more real life friend or ex-classmate to find me as my close friend number seems to be can count within my finger nails.
finally finish writing this "emos" post again and hopefully tomorrow will be a happy post.