in fact, i do remember that i am having a stressful night during yesterday when i thinks a lot until 4am about "whether want to buy car or not" and it had come to an conclusion that i shouldn't for now when i think it logically despite my "heart" wanted it so much.
besides, i do have a dream again about the girl i like and just told myself since it is a dream, don't think so much since it has already past.
around 10.10am i get myself prepared and drive to somewhere near Sunway industrial park for a cosmeceutical related products job interview.
during the moment when driving to there, i did not depend on my phone's GPS although i do turned it on and realized that if i had depend on it, i would not make my way to there as it seems keep guide in longer route.
anyways, i do reach the destination in time and fill the employment form as usual.
during the moment i explain or "sell" myself, he seems to be not very impressed as the interviewer was have much more experience in "online marketing" as his ex-company was Air Asia.
somehow i did get "shoot" again for demanding such salary and my past experience seems to be like nothing at all to him since the company target market is woman in global.
besides than "online marketing" position, he also offered me a job that related to customer service but it does not require to call people because the job scope was about replying email and online support.
however, the challenge in the "support" job was you need to work from 12am to 9am which is from midnight till the morning since it is for US time zone by answering those woman's question about skin care issues.
frankly speaking, i did feel a bit "stupid" when being offered such job because it does not require much skill.
furthermore, he just said if i accept the job, i can do "marketing plan" when i free as it is like work from home job as the only difficulties is trying not fall asleep.
anyways, i do understand that someone out there would be accept to do the job even though i am not interest but i just can say please think twice for your health issues as you no need to sleep at the midnight.
overall i do learn something from the interview and the company culture seems to be quite good.
then i drive back to Klang and just have my first meal (lunch) around 2.20pm.
after some moment, one of my secondary friend phoned asked about me how was i doing recently and do invited me to visits his father's factory.
actually i did feel a bit "emo" on myself as we talk about whereby we will have lunch together during our secondary time when i working at my father factory.
however, it looks like it is just a "empty talk" only in the end as the factory has been downsized and it has been already 7 month ago that i did not went to place nearby there.
as i arrived near there, it seems that there were much more big factory been build there as Vitagen also relocated at there.
around 3pm i arrived his factory and it was very big which is like 6 times bigger of Tarc Library block.
honestly, i do feel "jelly" (envy) to see his father's Audi A8 car that is so cool and other luxury car.
then he take me to look around the inside of the factory and there is full of machines and workers.
anyways, i think i had learn and understand why a plastic factory can be so successful as you need to supply and co-operate with big brands such as Aeon and many other big name franchise business as when i saw through various kind of design.
furthermore, it is a 24 hours production but the difficulties is need to handle almost 80+ foreign worker.
after that, we went to the nearby coffee shop to chat and i do learned a lot from him through his sharing.
besides, i also understand everyone has their own problem no matter how rich or poor they are but i think i would want to face the "rich problem" as what people said about "Money doesn't buy happiness but I'd rather cry in a Ferrari than on my bike" quote.
around 4.30pm i arrived back home and drive my brother's car to the repair shop as the car encounter a "scratch" that need to fix it for RM150.
then my father fetched me back from there and i finally arrived home at 5.30pm.
then i just spend my time surfing for some information online as it seems to be my daily routine to get myself updated with the market trends.
during the night, we went to have the buffet wedding dinner at our neighbour house and i had "killed a lot of chicken drumstick" (sounds cruel) by eating it.
around 9.30pm i reach back home and continue to surf information online and have discussion with some ex-colleagues.
basically i would like to summary about my jobs interview in Malaysia for this five days.
well, i just can say actually there is so much jobs available but it is just depend whether you want to be choosy or not as the salary can be range from RM1,500 to RM2,500.
therefore in the end, i have chose the SEO related job although i have lack of experience and i do afraid that the company will not pay me since it is a small company.
however, i would like to give a try for it and face it positively as it does not require to have a car to work.
if i had given a choice when i have a car, i would want want to work for the household products or photo book products company since it is more established which is definitely will pay my salary.
as for going for competitor company for work, i feel that i might get "laugh" as my experience was not strong enough for the job market.
somehow my heart still feel quite worry as i had take a risk to accept the job despite they still haven told me about the job scope.
on the other hand, anyone here know whether if there any legal issues if i after i signed the offer letter, can i still able to resign if i did not like or found it is a "illegal" business?
in fact, i do know that working for people will not make it rich but i just need a job in order to "survive" in this competitive environment at this moment.
one thing i feel quite meaningful for e-commerce business when most of the competitor company interviewer told me that "you get so much website traffic for what as it is no use also if it does not convert into sales" that is so true.
another thing that i realized that no matter what, "someone" must "die" in front first just like a father worked so hard to give his best to his son as an example.
anyways, this week i had spend almost RM500 and feel very "emo" to see my bank balance keep reducing and still haven have any income.
in addition, i need to face the reality that some of my real life ex-classmate would not care for me anymore, why i still keep concern about whether when i am not invited for gathering?
in fact, looking at my own post, i know myself will not go really "far" if i care too much my own feelings.
around 10.30pm i tune on to Chan Fong (大城心事) 988 story sharing and below was the podcast recording of it if you understand Chinese or Cantonese language.
第二位：Ms.Wong（單親媽媽 / 丈夫是有婦之夫）～她想問問陳峰大哥應該要怎樣在一個沒有父親（完整）的家庭環境下教育自己的女兒。>>> Here.
第三位：Andra～剛和拍拖十一年的男友分手了，其中的一個理由是因為遠距離的關係，加上男朋友聲稱不想在 KL 生活希望能搬到小地方去生活；但是她又不甘心。>>> Here.
第四位：阿May（大馬的越南籍妻子 / 上次有播過電話進來的）～續上次的問題>>>因為她的家公家婆一直以來都很不喜歡對她很不滿而且時常又處處針對她，這種滋味令她覺很難過也很難受，到今時今日問題任然還沒有解決（老公也只是在敷衍她）。>>> Here.
第五位：邱女士（單親媽媽）～兒子打算在新加坡結婚買屋子，因為她有打算把 KL 的屋子賣掉然後把錢給兒子在新加坡買屋子再一起搬過去同住，她想問問陳峰大哥有何看法。
第六位：阿燕（26歲 / 單身媽媽）～以前拍拖時未婚先孕，當時男友在毫不知情的狀況下有了新歡選擇劈腿跟她分手也離開了，現在孩子都兩歲了可是孩子的父親卻依然不知情。Part 5 + 6 >>> Here.
第八位：（無名氏 / 來自新加坡的德士師傅）～一年前曾經播過電話進來跟陳峰大哥聊天和分享故事的一位朋友，打電話進來只是給一些意見讓之前幾位聽眾作為參考。
第九位（最後一位）：阿杰～他說身邊有很多朋友爲了賺大錢而選擇離鄉背井到新加坡工作找生活，最後的目的除了錢之外都不知道爲了什麽。Part 8 + 9 >>> Here.
looks like there is so much story again and just learned a lot through other people sharing.
at last, i do feel thankful to "小影" for giving such a motivational comment at my yesterday post as my mind was so "blur and lost" during that moment.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful picture about "whenever you feel like things are too messed up, you can always do some little gesture to remind yourself that the world is a pretty place" although no body will buying this bullshit, but you can still do it as below.
however, you must came out with a contingency plan to be able "survive" in the long run in Malaysia.
in conclusion, i told myself don't give up as long as i still breathing in this world.