then i just get myself prepared because i will be following my brother's car to back KL house for settle somethings and SHU related things.
well, today was known as Valentines day but it just a normal day for me although i did have a "lonely+emo" feelings when read back my 2012 Valentines post.
anyways, i would like to wish all couples in the worlds to have a Happy Valentines Day 2013.
when i reach Kelana Jaya LRT around 8.20am, i just took out the book that i borrowed from library and continue to the "Marketing In The Age of Google" by Vanessa Fox.
somehow i do learned some new knowledge the book but also feel contradict that everything is all about earning money using the Google Organic search result.
around 9.15am i reached Wangsa Maju LRT and walked to the Desa Setapak restaurant to have Penang's prawn noodles as my breakfast.
then i bought a small gift for my tutor that helped me during my repeat semester.
when i reach KL house 9.50am, i just went upstair to wash my clothes that i had been left there weeks ago.
after that, i continue to search some information online and see some news again.
it seems that there is a "suicide" (not sure) case happened in Berjaya Times Square today around 11am but i just asked in the forum for some details information.
after some moment, my ex-room mate phoned to hang out a while he was waiting for his girlfriend.
then we went to KL Festival Mall where i suggested to go to the Sakae Sushi because i wanted to eat sushi long time ago.
well, i do feel what he say quite true that there is no need to "jelly" about others people having the things we don't have.
besides, i just got to know that there is a package to buy a Vios car around RM600 monthly installment but the deposit to buy need to pay higher.
anyways, i was enjoying my favourite Cawamushi and Salmon sushi as below.
in fact, he also suggested me to find "prostitutes" because i keep say i am so "lonely leh" but i know he was just joking.
when i reach home, another friend will be coming to pick me up as we will be watching movie at One Utama.
around 3.20pm he arrived and fetched me to Tarc Library for return 2 books with renewing another 2 books and send something to my tutor who helped me.
when we arrived to One U, we went to TGV cinema to check the time but it is not available and went to GSC cinema to check the Journey To The West 2013 movie directed by Stephen Chow.
however, the movie was almost full again at that time and we went back to TGV cinema to choose another time at 6.45pm.
after that, we went to Burger King for some eating/chit chat with one of my friend who back from SHU.
somehow i just feel that although BK got offer RM5.95 chicken burger promotion, it seems that there is not much people eat there too.
well, he shared a lot information that i feel useful if i am able to go this year.
besides, it seems that i start to havce sore throat and a little fever where this feelings was quite sucks.
anyways, we walk back to the TGV cinema and i do feel "lonely" when saw so many couples and beautiful girls walking around.
sometimes i do think a little about the girl i like when i saw some short hair girls that looked quite similar.
somehow i realized that the reason i can't find a girlfriend or keep complain no one likes me until now was because my demand tends to be too high that i wish to find someone who looks similar with her face.
for example, i am finding someone like the "Love Movie Review 2012 爱" and it seems like impossible and if yes, there will be much more guys will chase the girl that look like this right?
honestly, i wanted to ask my friend that back from SHU about her news recently but i just in a contradict feelings and ended up did not ask.
anyways, below was the synopsis of the Journey To The West 2013 movie.
during the moment when watching this movie, i just feel "so so" only as i know the story line and there is only a few funny lame scene.
another things that attracted me to watch this movie was only because of "Chrissie Chau" (周秀娜) as she have acted in Papermoon (纸月亮) Malaysia movie with her sexy body.
well, feel free to look "Journey to the West 西游降魔篇 2013 Trailer" as below or the link >>> Here.
around 9.10pm we make a move from there and my friend fetched me to Kampung Batu KTM.
then i just keep listened to the "Qu Wan Ting Cheng Ren" (曲婉婷 承認) song from Youtube until reach my phone's data limit as below.
on the other hand, i do have some "funny funny" thought again that gone through my mind.
well, it is like i seems to understand why some people tends to charge some money instead of giving free when provide some information online that stated in the books.
for example, if you need pay money to learn how to cook a food instead of reading a free guide blog post how to cook, you will be more motivated if you need to pay to learn right?
another thought that i have was i feel that life is all about getting an achievement.
for example, only "loser" who cannot chase a girlfriend's using his own skills will choose to buying a "girl" or go for prostitution to satisfy his needs.
another example was only "loser" that cannot finish his study will choose to use money to buy a certificate right?
this theory seems to be same that if you get a free movie ticket by winning it from Nuffnang or others is definitely more good to pay for a movie right?
around 11.10pm i reached Klang KTM and my brother fetched me from there.
finally i reach home at 11.30pm and watched the fireworks in front of my house as below.
later on, i cooked some noodles as my supper because just feel so hungry.
in the end of today, i realized a lot of thing when i going out or expose myself.
well, it is all depend what road you choose to earn money such as the salary of a guy that sell 100 Myvi car is equal to a guy who sell 10 Mercs/Bens and also equal to a guy who just sell a Lamborgini car throughout the whole one year duration.
another thing that i know was the earphone for iPhones/iPad/iPod and others mac PC was only cost about RM2 which is made from China but sold about RM15~RM50~RM100+ depending your selling skills on how you can find "water fish" to buy your product.
no matter what, the money that earned using legal or illegal way will end up with someone pocket and a guy like me who just can "butthurt" where other seller cheated me last time by selling me RM50 for a "China made iPhone earphone" because he say until it is so real.
basically i do feel quite hopeless again as i just can whine about my life when see something unfairness.
perhaps it was true that i should start thinking what does blogging give me other than express feelings?
in fact, i do know that i will die one day too and the domain of "lonelyreload.com" will definitely bought by someone one day. (how long would i live?)
therefore i also feel it was quite true that what for you want to stay anonymous because you only live once and people will eventually forget you over time as i also keep writing "negative or self pity" stuff.
why other people can blogging so openly using real identity was to become famous and in return, getting many free things or being sponsored to satisfy their needs/wants while they still living on this earth.
in conclusion, i start to feel frustrated as i seems to losing my determination to maintain 365 post per year as time goes by since it has used me a lot of energy that might giving me side effect such as health problem for staying up late to update my blog post everyday. (finished update using 2 hour for this post, can't blame me if too many typo error as every post is just write out based on my feelings without checking much~ sad)
at last, i tends to have a very very very "childish thought" again that should i use my "Angpao" money to do the "XXX" stuff if i am too desperate since no one would cares what you do too? (how would my future's wife/son/daughter see me if one day they can read back my childish blog post?)
moreover, tonight will be the night for many couple losing their virgin and condom will be sold out the most.
today is the days that i had the most negative thought since it was a Valentine Day where i can saw so many happy couple faces posted on Facebook. (admit i am jealous since i was Forever Alone for so long liao)