then i just get myself prepared and make a move by walking to Stoddart centre around 8.35am.
well, i start to feel that this Product Innovation and Creativity subject seems to be quite hard because you need to done a lot of research when the "innovative idea" you think about must not be patent, trademark, copyright by other people that is also related to intellectual property.
moreover, the pitch concept testing research analysis seems to be need a lot of combination of primary and secondary data.
besides, when the lecturer talk about the recession in UK for the duration of 50 years and 70% people got financial problem, i just feel that maybe this is a major problem around the world because the job the supply of the job does not met with the demand while some was choosy to find job due to low paid.
after the class end, i walk to Saintbury's to see the cookies whether got discount available or not but it still remain the same original price there.
then we waited at the tutorial class for the seminar tutor to come.
well, the tutor seems to be annoyed because most of us did not read the seminar paperwork that he asked us to read last week.
anyways, my idea was something related to beer and bar related machine and it was from the brainstorming session in a group discussion yesterday.
seriously i just feel quite "stress" because this week was already week 3 and next week need to present the 50% individual pitch idea which seems to be lack of time.
before we leave there, we had taken the A3 paper for our next week presentation preparation.
during the afternoon, i just have some potato chips and biscuit as my lunch.
then i just continue to do my research with analysis whether it is necessary for the customer to buy my product and other problem that might arise.
besides, "something bothered" me again as i will think about it while i seems to be need to choose to stand any side and my negative thought of being "alone" came back again which cause me to keep dwelling the some "imaginative" things.
somehow i do have some "recalling back memories feelings" and should be thankful to my ex-college courserap for the "advice" long time ago.
in fact, the main reason that i have some "assumption" was probably because i seldom talk with people and always "alone" as i realized some Chinese word which is quite meaningful. (自以为是，对号入座)
on the other hand, i do have some chat with a few very long lost friend as i seldom take the initiative to find them chat where i get only few response back.
well, i just feel that the things that one of my friend said was quite meaningful about studying our degree in Sheffield for most of the Tarc College student was "the best thing is not going to trip, but it is about the gathering with friends in hostel, do crazy things together, chat together, play together, cook together and others" which i had failed to do so as i had missed a lot stuff but trying to overcome it.
honestly, some "emos" feelings came back again as i saw my previous college classmate study life Sheffield last time pieces by pieces photo especially "someone" that i will "XXXXXX". (only ownself know)
anyways, there is no way turning back although i did ask myself whether i still want to continue dwelling on my past again and the only option was to looking forward in my life.
overall i think that i am qualified enough to say that friendship really need time build, try to fix the broken friendship with a positive mindset, always think before you speak because there is no use to "cry father cry mother" when things happened but the answer is quite varies from different individual as there is no exact right or wrong matters with my own life experiences although the truth is hard to accept sometime.
after that, i just have some conversation with my brother in Malaysia using Viber for about 30 minutes and we did have a great chatting session.
furthermore, i heard that many people say you should enjoy your study life or else wasted the moment you had in UK because the working life is quite stressful as i had experience it last time.
during the night, my friend came up to cook some bread eggs with ham beans as our dinner and i finish the wash up later on.
then i just continue with some research and just told myself to keep focus on study although i had some other's "unpleasant" feelings that seems like in despair mode.
besides, many people had sold their weekend trip from SHU which i think it is partly because they heard the news that some place is not worth to go.
in conclusion, i just depend all those positive quotes to keep myself cheered up while "stucking" inside this hosting room most of my time.
in fact, it will just make me to think more about my "imaginary problem" as i might wonder how does my friends going through this moment last time.
therefore this was just my "little story" about how why i feel sorry if i had make anyone offended on my past although i am trying to looking forward to find improvement to cure my bad side personalities.
guess i should be grateful that i still alive in this world instead of dwelling on something.
before, i end my post, i would like to share a "Classic nightmares and their modern equivalents" comic as shown below.