Sorry If I Offended Anyone In My Past

today i woke up at 7.50am.
then i just get myself prepared and make a move by walking to Stoddart centre around 8.35am.
well, i start to feel that this Product Innovation and Creativity subject seems to be quite hard because you need to done a lot of research when the "innovative idea" you think about must not be patent, trademark, copyright by other people that is also related to intellectual property.
moreover, the pitch concept testing research analysis seems to be need a lot of combination of primary and secondary data.
besides, when the lecturer talk about the recession in UK for the duration of 50 years and 70% people got financial problem, i just feel that maybe this is a major problem around the world because the job the supply of the job does not met with the demand while some was choosy to find job due to low paid.

after the class end, i walk to Saintbury's to see the cookies whether got discount available or not but it still remain the same original price there.
then we waited at the tutorial class for the seminar tutor to come.
well, the tutor seems to be annoyed because most of us did not read the seminar paperwork that he asked us to read last week.
anyways, my idea was something related to beer and bar related machine and it was from the brainstorming session in a group discussion yesterday.
seriously i just feel quite "stress" because this week was already week 3 and next week need to present the 50% individual pitch idea which seems to be lack of time.
before we leave there, we had taken the A3 paper for our next week presentation preparation.

during the afternoon, i just have some potato chips and biscuit as my lunch.
then i just continue to do my research with analysis whether it is necessary for the customer to buy my product and other problem that might arise.
besides, "something bothered" me again as i will think about it while i seems to be need to choose to stand any side and my negative thought of being "alone" came back again which cause me to keep dwelling the some "imaginative" things.
somehow i do have some "recalling back memories feelings" and should be thankful to my ex-college courserap for the "advice" long time ago.
in fact, the main reason that i have some "assumption" was probably because i seldom talk with people and always "alone" as i realized some Chinese word which is quite meaningful. (自以为是，对号入座)

on the other hand, i do have some chat with a few very long lost friend as i seldom take the initiative to find them chat where i get only few response back.
well, i just feel that the things that one of my friend said was quite meaningful about studying our degree in Sheffield for most of the Tarc College student was "the best thing is not going to trip, but it is about the gathering with friends in hostel, do crazy things together, chat together, play together, cook together and others" which i had failed to do so as i had missed a lot stuff but trying to overcome it.
honestly, some "emos" feelings came back again as i saw my previous college classmate study life Sheffield last time pieces by pieces photo especially "someone" that i will "XXXXXX". (only ownself know)
anyways, there is no way turning back although i did ask myself whether i still want to continue dwelling on my past again and the only option was to looking forward in my life.

overall i think that i am qualified enough to say that friendship really need time build, try to fix the broken friendship with a positive mindset, always think before you speak because there is no use to "cry father cry mother" when things happened but the answer is quite varies from different individual as there is no exact right or wrong matters with my own life experiences although the truth is hard to accept sometime.
after that, i just have some conversation with my brother in Malaysia using Viber for about 30 minutes and we did have a great chatting session.
furthermore, i heard that many people say you should enjoy your study life or else wasted the moment you had in UK because the working life is quite stressful as i had experience it last time.
during the night, my friend came up to cook some bread eggs with ham beans as our dinner and i finish the wash up later on.

then i just continue with some research and just told myself to keep focus on study although i had some other's "unpleasant" feelings that seems like in despair mode.
besides, many people had sold their weekend trip from SHU which i think it is partly because they heard the news that some place is not worth to go.
in conclusion, i just depend all those positive quotes to keep myself cheered up while "stucking" inside this hosting room most of my time.
in fact, it will just make me to think more about my "imaginary problem" as i might wonder how does my friends going through this moment last time.
therefore this was just my "little story" about how why i feel sorry if i had make anyone offended on my past although i am trying to looking forward to find improvement to cure my bad side personalities.
guess i should be grateful that i still alive in this world instead of dwelling on something.
before, i end my post, i would like to share a "Classic nightmares and their modern equivalents" comic as shown below.

(Self Expenses note: Today £1.50, Yesterday total £270.60, Total up to date £272.10)
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Opening Barclays Bank Account In Sheffield Yorkshire

today i woke up at 7.25am.
well, i just continue to do some research about the Product Innovation and Creativity and had check some email about my previous ideas.
somehow i feel that most of the ideas has being used up while still struggling a bit with it.
after getting myself prepared, i just have some biscuit as my breakfast as usual.
then i just spend a little time writing my yesterday post as it seems to be my daily routine.
around 1pm i make a move from hostel and walk to the Barclays bank near the town area because i had an appointment with the bank's staff to open the bank account at there.
then i went to meet my friend at the second floor by walking up the stairs as below.

after some moment, i went to one of the room and served by James.

before you meet him, you must prepare the following Barclays bank international student checklist as below.
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1) Passport
2) Sheffield Hallam University letter with correct address, addressed to Barclays Bank, signed and stamped.
3) Your mobile phone
4) Please also feel free to bring a friend to help you should you need support with translation.

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well, he was quite friendly when asking about my personal details and teaches me on how to change the Country region for Apple user to install the Barclays mobile banking and Barclays Pingit banking system where you just need to change the iPhone's Settings > iTunes & App Stores > Apple ID > Select View Apple ID > key in password > Select Country/ Region as shown below.

besides, i was facing some problem with the verification problem when there is not much network.

moreover, it is quite hard think about the 5 digits number security number but i finally install and verify the security code although faced some network problem.
furthermore, he had explained how to transfer the money from everyday saver to student additions in order to withdraw the money from ATM machine as below.

it is because this would be more safer to do the transaction and it is totally free out charge unless you transfer the money to another country.
later on, it seems that the £1500 money has been credited into my account as below. (minimum £20 deposit)

basically the process to open Barclays Bank Account in Sheffield Yorkshire (2-12 Pinstone Street, Sheffield, South Yorkshire, S1 2HN) was quite fast and i do saw the staff served about 15 people everyday since the working time was quite short compare to Malaysia.

after that, we went to walk around there and i decided to buy the country park chicken dinner set meal for just £1 to put in microwave oven as below.

well, i feel it is not recommended to buy because the chicken portion was very little as you can see below.

besides, i just went to reload my Lebara mobile credit for £5 and it is known as top up instead of "reload" according to the staff.
around 4pm i listened to "something" and do feel quite sucks about the "boycott" keywords.
honestly, i was quite relieved when chat with one of my close friend in Malaysia when i phoned back him using my phone credit but discover can use Viber to phone him after some moment.
therefore in this case, i realized that it is important to find someone to talk about your problem rather than sitting alone dwelling the problem. (i admit it might not work but certainly will help in someway)

during the night, i just have my dinner cooked by some friends in their house after the brainstorming assign and do listened to a lot of different information while the view of outside building was quite nice as below.

well, it seems that most of us will worry about what we can work in order to get a higher salary when we back to Malaysia after getting our degree cert.
frankly speaking, even myself tends to be don't have much "information" about what i should do in future.
moreover, you can take a free courses or earn a FREE college credit by learning at the Education Portal.
actually i did have a negative thought about standing in disadvantage area when i do not know some past stories and feel that people always will judge a person based on their past.
in fact, my head feel so "painful" in someway when i keep thinking about the "things" as i was standing in the middle or tends to be the "good guy" (滥好人) which is quite disgusting.

somehow i really can't express myself well and just feel that sometime it is better not to know so much thing but when it comes, i should treat it as a "challenge from the God" to overcome myself.
furthermore, it just make me think a lot about "old memories" when listening to other's people stuff.
therefore it might be right from Mrs Anonymous that "We will always do mistakes and will always learn although sometimes it is hard to make the right decision when we are in a decisive moment or confused.
finally i arrived back home at 11.20pm and feel so tired.
what i can really said was everyone just want to be liked and accepted and feel that sometime we should think about other's people point of view first although it might sounds like a mean (selfish) person if we keep too focus on our own feelings or being too ego as below.

at last, it is crucial to have a goal just like one of the energy that drives me to write everyday was to help some people for not taking my "mistaken footsteps" especially the Tarcian Junior if they can read through my life and understand how to be better people in someway.

therefore my main goal for now is getting my degree certificate in order to let my parents happy while keep comforting myself don't think so much about other's things.

(Self Expenses note: Today £6, Yesterday total £264.60, Total up to date £270.60)
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