well, i do know i was a bit late and just quickly get myself prepared and went to attend the ES lecturer.
the lecturer teaches the "exam guidance" on what to study but i seems to not very trust it because the revision slide seems to be almost similar with last time.
anyways, i think the best is at least read through almost all chapter for this subject before looking at his guidance for the final examination.
in the end of the class, the lecturer wish us Merry Christmas and Happy New Year by showing two video of it and i quite like the "Auld Lang Syne" by Mariah Carey video as shown below or the link >>> Here.
at once i do asked myself that "Tar College" exam got so hard or not?
after that, i went to the nearby stall to buy my breakfast.
upon back home, i do feel quite tired and went to take a nap after having my meal.
the moment i woke up again was 12.25pm.
then i quickly login to the CEL to check the "MGT" result but looks like the tutor still haven update it although i had send her an SMS about my status.
during the afternoon, i just look on some news and check on some mails as usual.
somehow i do a little "down" when i asked for some opinion in the forum because the feedback that i get back was quite "harsh" as shown below.
TS, are you a nice guy? Well, f*** YOU!
No one gives a shit about whether you are a good guy or a nice guy deep inside.
I can go out there and get girls to sleep with me.
If you believe thats because i am a "good" person or a "nice" person inside, you are an idiot.
Welcome to the real world, you piece of trash. Your only value is what you can offer to society.
What are you doing to improve your live?
You want to know who am i? You see my car? You know how much i make in a year? f*** you.
I am a wolf. and you are a sheep. Thats the difference. That is why i can go out and bang chicks.
That is why people listen when i talk. Because i am good at what i do.
You want what i have? Well, then start improving. Start treating life like those games you nerds like to play on the computer.
Right now you are a Level 1 piece of shit. What are you going to do?
well, i think i will treat it as a place for me to train my "soft-hearted" personality because the more negative/criticize feedback i received, it might help me to be stronger although it sounds "crazy" since i believe no one like to get scolded right?
around 3.50pm i get myself prepared and went to attend the SMDM lecture.
the lecture teaches about the study guideline and i do have more confidence in this subject than the ES paper.
after the class end, i went to have my dinner at Hometown Yong Tau Foo again with one of my friend.
somehow i think what he say quite true about some "college" such as the "SxGx" can use money to buy the certificate but it could be the old story.
anyways, i was proud to be a Tarcian because there is no way we can "buy" the certificate and this had eventually created a very high value to us when we say we're graduate from Tarc.
seriously i keep told myself that i "die die" also must pass this time or else i will be not having much future in my career when compared with my friend's who was already graduate.
finally i arrived back home at 7.30pm and just "longing" around and see some news again.
well, i can see most of the people was "counting down" the end of the world (21st December 2012) when the clock reach 12am and the illustration picture of the Doomdays in KL was quite nice as below.
on the other hand, it was the Dong Zhi festival (冬至) which is also known as "Tang Yuan Festival" in Chinese or Winter Solstice Festival in the western country.
according to Wiki, it is one of the most important festivals celebrated by the Chinese and other East Asians during the Dongzhi solar term (winter solstice) on or around December 22 when sunshine is weakest and daylight shortest while it occurs on December 19 (East Asia time) in 2012.
anyways, i would like to wish you all to have a Happy Dong Zhi Festival 2012 (冬至节快乐) and it will be the best if you can go back your hometown to celebrate this day.
later on, i do feel "jelly" when saw my room mate can chat with his girlfriend at 1.20am until 2.40am.
in deed i know it is not good to have such feelings since i know this kind of thing will never happen anymore after i left college.
overall i just feel it is time to be "bad guys" since i feel it is quite legit too when think back the negative feedback that i receive because no girls like those "emo/weak/whining" guy and it might be true why playboy seems to be more attractive.