after getting myself prepared, some of my friend came up and cooked some ham sausage rolls with bread as our breakfast.
then i just paid £10 for the "house fund" that has finish use to buy all those raw material for cooking.
honestly, i do feel a bit "not worth" for me to be in a part of "share cook" as i don't like to drink milk yet still need to share it and i seldom eat much for my portion.
in fact, many people claims that sharing cooking is much more saving cost than preparing alone and i always follow what's the crowd said although i think on the other way.
perhaps what i dislike was actually in charge do the washing after they cook although i being "teased" in a way that "if i so geng (pro), then cook for them as they will wash it" and i speechless.
actually if really want, i can prepare those simple food by myself but it just sounds too selfish.
around 8.35am i make a move from hostel and walked to Adsett centre to attend the E-Business Management lecture.
well, the difficulties that i faced at there was writing down the notes because there was just picture and NO words in the photostat lecture slide unlike what we get from Tarc college as it sounds like "spoon feed".
however, i think a "weak student" like me should record the lecture slide in order to catch up what the lecturer said and i took out my phone to record the EBM subject as below or the link >>> Here.
somehow i just get interested to some other book as shown picture below.
after that, one of the staff teaches me how to "self check out" the books i borrowed using the student card in the machine as below.
around 1.40pm i make a move from house and went to attend the E-Business Management seminar.
well, the seminar teaches the eight key e-business strategic decision from 4 different company that is eBay, Dell, Amazon and Google.
moreover, the tutor seems to be different from last week and his English ascent sounds like a bit of French.
frankly speaking, i feel that those 3 subject that i learn at SHU seems to be not the thing i want to learn but it was important to get my degree certificate.
somehow i do feel that the things i do now seems to be just "pleasing the society and others people" that i have a "degree cert to brag" when i back to Malaysia rather than just a "diploma/advance diploma" student.
perhaps the "education" keyword seems to be overrated and many people willing to spend a lot of money to learn in order to get a promising job in future.
upon arrived home, i continue to search some information regarding the assignment topic.
well, today was Dumpling Festival that is also known as Dragon Boat festival or Duanwu which is celebration to remind the suicide of Qu Yuan in 278 BCE of Chu kingdom during the Warring States period.
therefore i would like to wish you guys a Happy Dumpling Festival 2013 (端午节快乐) although it was my yearly routine to write this topic that i will read back on last year 2012 post for this special day.
seriously i seems to be not changing much again when reading back that post.
anyways, i did not eat any "Zhong Zi" (粽子) for this year and just can see people post those food picture while enjoying my own "virtual bak chang" as below.
later on, i continue to surf some information and do some reading although it sounds boring.somehow i do saw some friend picture going party with some girls for the ladies night but i did not get invitation to go.
honestly, i feel that a person personality seems to be quite hard to change and you can't really "fake yourself" just to be another person who like party, clubbing and others night activities.
besides, i also feel that maybe every girls has their own "wild feeling" (if you understand what i means) and might be very open minded in term of those "sxx" things.
so this might just end my curiosity or trying find the right answer for the "girl" feelings after so long.
furthermore, my so call "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) will never ever cure if i never make my first move to interact with girl.
in the end, i just feel that only myself will feel the "hurt" after expressing so much about myself using the blogging platform and those tutor was right that heading something without any direction will only waste time.
moreover, i might be just another "nerd" guy who feel "jelly" for not getting any invitation to ladies party as i only know how to express my feeling in front of the computer.
in fact, the yesterday welcoming dinner event in Stoddart already prove that i am not a very sociable person and i should not blame for everything that happen.
at last, i just failed to change myself to another "interesting guy" and should just stay home and focusing on study hard to get my degree while playing my very "SEO game" that not much people would understand it.
can you feel my heart?