well, i just quickly have some biscuit as my breakfast and write back my yesterday's M-Commerce post.
actually i do know that i should be so particular to update daily and just use a "procrastinate excuse" whereby i rather spend my time writing my life although it might use 2 hour rather than use it to play game.
during the afternoon, i wanted to buy something and walked to the Sheffield Yorkshire nearby together.
somehow i decided to have the Mc Donald's Happy Meal as my lunch because it cost only £2.20 which include a burger, drink, fries and a free Despicable Me 2 toys that is definitely worth than Gregg bakery bread although it does not have much nutrition value.
after that, i followed some other friend to walk around the clothes shop such as River Island, H&M and others shop.
frankly speaking, i just feel the clothes tends to be quite costly as it was in pound sterling and do admit i have a little "jelly" when heard other's people say they bring a lot of money to spend at UK since i was the lowest amount. (not want to compare since it is not my money also, but just feel a little butthurt)
anyways, i just walk back home as i do not have much interest on thought clothes although know that nowadays people judge other's people by their appearance.
upon back home, i quickly continue to research my product innovation and creativity subject as the timeline is getting closer which is next Tuesday for individual present.
actually i do have the product but just don't have much confidence regarding the patent issue.
besides, i just saw the latest news about MERS Virus that is a mysterious new respiratory virus which spreads easily and appears deadlier than SARS at the link >>> Here.
around 8pm we get ourself prepared because will be going to the Viva La Fiesta James Bond Party In Bloo88 and Embrace Nightclub Sheffield at night as i had bought the ticket as below.
when the taxi arrive, it seems to be a brand new Mercedes-Benz E350 Bluetec 2013 sedan version and it was my first time to sit such car but luckily the taxi fare just cost for £4 total as we will divide it later.
around 8.50pm we arrived the Bloo88 and it was full of people where i just took some picture as below.
moreover, some people that queued behind me did not even get a food and it just make us not worth to pay for £5 for the ticket as it a feeling like "getting cheated" from the Bloo88 West Street restaurant.
then i just get to know some girls introduced by friends.
after that, we walked to the Embrace Nightclub there was a lot of people queue up as below.
during the moment when i was inside the club, i do still have my so call "fear girl disease" (女人恐惧症) as there was a lot of girls although the majority was boys.
on the other hand, i was trying to let myself to interact with girl but the speaker of the music was so loud.
honestly, i did have some feelings toward the "short hair" girl as i will imagine "someone" although i have never been a real relationship before.
perhaps i should be grateful and happy that i am happy when having some "imaginative happy feelings" within myself and i think that would be enough as in a state that there is a lot beautifully make up girls.
the reason i don't really go approach those girl was probably because i know myself was not good enough because many people say that "if a person did not know how to love or be happy within himself, how he can care for other people and spread the love" right?
moreover, how would you know whether a girl have boyfriend or not although i know sometime i think a matter based on my "own assumption" thinking that other's people would not like me since i do not have a handsome face, not rich and some weakness that i know about myself.
well, i was disagree that other's people say about guy who did not go club will eventually like this kind of feeling and atmosphere because different people have different behavior.
furthermore, i did not dare to do those "touch touch" thing when they dancing although i heard from other's people experience saying that it is a part of fun in clubbing.
anyways, below was some picture from the clubs.
anyways, i had listened to the super loud song for almost 3 hours+ as shown below or the link >>> Here.
finally i arrived back home around 2.25am and luckily there is nothing happened to me during my walking journey to home as show below.
one thing i realize was it is quite hard to keep smile if you seldom smile when i experience it in the club to keep carry on the smile.
in fact, i was in a "self comfort" feeling when telling myself that "the world is full of so much girls, why feel so obsessed with a girl" for so long and tends to be feeling miserable about it? (=.=)
besides, i shall think in a way that i am happy as i had saw so many beautiful girls in the club and girl that wearing black clothe's stripe tends to be sexy.
sometime i do wondering that a lot people say that a guy should keep focus on finding a lot of money first but what if when the guy achieve that stage but don't even know how to chase a girl and there is so much argument about this matter.
seriously i just can say that if a person being too "emos+lonely" for a long time, it would be take double or triple amount of that time to change back to be a happy and positive person.
(Self Expenses note: Today £2.20, Yesterday total £278.10, Total up to date £280.30)